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Innocence and the violence of wonder
I was born from innocence into innocence. It was an innocence I lost many times due to the perils of Maya's delusions, and my own inadequate perceptions. And it was an innocence I regained time and again via the apocalyptic flame of forgetting. In order to forget my non-innocence and return to innocence I had to quit living life as if I knew something, anything. In this way I have transmuted all of life back into mystery by forgetting self and losing identity. I have dissolved the negative energies of separation, relation, and identity. I have been the fire which burns all division into oneness. I have been the great peace, the great forgetting, the living emptiness, the ubiquitous sponge, the infinite mirror, in, and as, and of the all that I dissolve into the rage of my dangerous love. And we are one. I do violence to this world with my wonder. Wonder is my destruction of the known world, and the birth of the orgiastic stupor that is the universe. I bring the immaculate vision of wonder to all who accept that life is real, that this life is not illusion. That this great glorious mystery is an actuality. For this is the wonder. Amen.
excerpted from OM, BABY! by Jack Haas
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A nowgasm is the energetic assimilation of one's entire being into the living, eternal vibration of the timeless, unbound Godhead- the I. |